I crave Discipline! I dont know why, Im 17 & a girl, and I need help. please help me...?

I understand why you would want that because it shows that you want to be loved but i really would like to help you and the best advice i could give you is talk to your friends they could give you the love you need. also when you grow up it can get better because you will be independent and can find someone you love i know it hard but it can get better and i know i would be your friend if i could if u need someone just to talk to im free to inbox or something! but keep holding ur head high and trying hard!